peace....please...

The theory of "Pot of Patience" has always been so true for me..though wen i heard about it i was not much aware of it...~one of those golden days when i was with people like D in my life~
patience is coming to an end for me..the huge pot i had is about to overflow..
quite a few days now that i am getting the warning from within and since then i have been trying hard to control the same...
i cant tolerate people...i cant take people dominating me to such an extent that it gets too suffocated for me to even meet them or see them in any form...there is good and bad of everyone...and dont you think its always appreciable when people accept the good and bad things they have..themselves..and not trying to portray that he is always the best and never does wrong...
how do u feel when your thoughts...are being shared and then being represented again back to you in such a way as if you had no clue what the thought was at all in the very first place...to some extent ya i do agree...v all take it...but not your feelings or ideas when even your thoughts get stolen...tats the worst thing one can do to you....
never got the point behind why people has to put up as something which they are not..just for the sake of attention of your beloved or a few more people of opposite sex or may be in general to get attention...
phew...how do people even manage to do such things???and WHY??is the question in my life right now...
past 2 days staying alone after a long time atleast helped me to think and get my mind in place...
and finally the answer i got of all these is just dont listen...ya exactly...dont even give attention to such people...cause i know..if i do...not only will i be all the more frustrated but also my "pot of patience" will overflow...result being the relationship with those people will go for a toss....for sure...
hence...lets follow the Father of our nation and dont listen and see what you dont want to ~bit modified version of the monkeys~ so that we dont land up talking our mind and do the blunder...

so the bottom line is i need some peace in my life and i want to get it myself...i really dont need anyone's help...

back to my real world...!!!

How many times do we think and try to feel each and every cell of our body while we walk???
Try walking….the slowest the best….so slow..tat if anyone sees you from a distance you look nothing but like a statue..and then try observing each and every muscle…each and every cell of your body….trust me its tougher than running the marathon….!!
And then suddenly imagine yourself to be a tap…or a cake or anything…any non-living thing..anything that doesn’t make much of sense in daily life…or perhaps things which we never care thinking of….
How do u think you will look when u r the cage n not inside the cage…
I don’t make any sense….do i???
Well…I exactly know what must be in your mind…”ammu lost it again..!!!”
Went for the workshop…a new theatre group that I have joined…had to do all dese…which initially didn’t make any sense….creativity is there inside all of us….but getting it out is d toughest job..and that is where the director comes in….
Think of 3 people trying to become one single cat….people may call us mad…but we are just trying to do something which makes more sense than just earning money out of theatres…next play we will do is for the blinds…where the actors are gonna be blindfolded….too curious to work in it…lets see how it goes…
Theatre is one of the biggest form of adventure…I felt after the first day..

It was nice going back where I belong to…!!!!!