Wednesday, April 29, 2009

me

what??why are you looking at me like this??do i look like some alien??only because you cant relate to it doesn't necessarily mean i am crazy..
i dont understand what you say...do i criticize you ever??you have got a bunch of people in your life i dont wanna know..i am busy with the people and the thoughts i have in my mind...just becuase you cant see them you force me to have those bitter tablets everyday...i tried to make you all understand but no one could listen to what i did...no one could see wat i could...
just because my reality is different from yours, you dont listen to me...why dont you understand its just my world..not that i avoid you all..i love being with you too but then you all dont have much time for me and my world...that is understandable
i have grown up now...i came out of everything that matters to you...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

true...

Aditi's ( my junior from college) Status msg on FB :
"I want 2 go bak2 d tim wen, 'getin hi' meant on a swing. drinkin meant 'appl juic'.. wen big bro ws d 'only hero'.. mumz hug ws d only 'luv'.. wen d wrsst enemies wer ur sblings & d only thng dat cud 'hurt' wer skinnd knees .. wen d only thng 'broknn' wer ur 'toys'.. n "gudbyes" only meant til "2mrroo..." :)"

wishfool thinking yet such a beautiful one... :)

Monday, April 20, 2009

bla bla yet again... :D

feelings are like rain drops...looks beautiful wen its falling on your face...and then a shiver cause its cold...and den calms u down wen u close ur eyes...and den u get used to,ur eyes being wet for a while....at the most u rub it off.... :D

Thursday, April 16, 2009

:D

no one reads ma blogs...yeah yeah..m so happy...i can just write anything :P

Monday, April 13, 2009

list it out ma love!!!!

hahahaha...what a mind game this is....and m completely enjoying it...
every time i feel envious and the dark cloud of uncertainties loom over my head...the next thought is always did i hand over ma complete list???!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

cogitation..

i can see my brain cells running...all in different direction...like this multi-coloured glowing..creepy climber plant..which just spreads.....earlier i had a control over its growth and speed...now things are changing...i hv lost my control..and the thoughts are running and spreading even faster.....
from experience i at-least know what is wrong and right....rather wat seems to be wrong or right as a spectator of my old deeds...but just that wen the thoughts starts the marathon..even the wrong is justified....and the right doesnt exist...

Monday, April 6, 2009

words..

kinda pricked to knw it was meant for someone else...sometime bk...it was as if a copy paste of a few words...

rethinking: well how does it matter...till d time it was actually for me tis time..it happens to me too....after all ms word doesnt gv much options for feelings....
:)