Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
is it??
things started like this...she met him in a place she was very close to at some point of time..they started talking..over a year..they were really close to each other with the only deal that they wont be emotionally close enough so that they can live their lives without each other too...Being her..it was destined she will be emotionally attached...her frnds always warning her about the inevitable...
he on the other hand did reciprocate her feelings at times but it was too short lived..and she was just left with the hope that "if it can happen once it can happen again"
He on the other hand had the kinda lifestyle every guy probably would want to live..he had a lot similar girls in his life...but it didnt bother her much...she had grown out of all these...
they went to places..everyone around dem thought they were madly in love...how little did the world know about the truth...
she wanted someone in her life to look up to..and tried her best to give him that position but he always failed when it came to food for her thoughts...hence the day arrived when she had decided to discontinue the emotional attachment and just be there with him..she had to either kill her own hunger for thoughts or kill the emotion anyway.. she had agreed for the first option but again it didnt last long...
things were changing...very fast...and to keep a pace with it she shifted her base...again..
there was still a string attached..a ray of hope..she was a hopeful girl..she had hoped as michelle did...knowing that it will never come true...perhaps that is human tendency...
the end....party...she found him busy with his phone...she immediately knew something is cooking up as usual some place else...but again as i said..hope makes people silly and funny..she walked up to him and asked what is it..tryin her best not to show him her concern and worry..he very casually said he was seeing someone else...
she went out and cried...cried whole night...cried till her already small eyes became even more smaller....and then she knew, rather she gathered the courage to accept the truth to go ahead...
his thoughts doesnt bother her anymore..not that she hates him...he is there but as a friend...a friend she knows who will be there always...she is used to all these by now..
again....she met someone..someone completely unexpected...he had all that she could ever hope for...or wait..is she getting into the magic world of convincing herself the "not-so-true" again??
he on the other hand did reciprocate her feelings at times but it was too short lived..and she was just left with the hope that "if it can happen once it can happen again"
He on the other hand had the kinda lifestyle every guy probably would want to live..he had a lot similar girls in his life...but it didnt bother her much...she had grown out of all these...
they went to places..everyone around dem thought they were madly in love...how little did the world know about the truth...
she wanted someone in her life to look up to..and tried her best to give him that position but he always failed when it came to food for her thoughts...hence the day arrived when she had decided to discontinue the emotional attachment and just be there with him..she had to either kill her own hunger for thoughts or kill the emotion anyway.. she had agreed for the first option but again it didnt last long...
things were changing...very fast...and to keep a pace with it she shifted her base...again..
there was still a string attached..a ray of hope..she was a hopeful girl..she had hoped as michelle did...knowing that it will never come true...perhaps that is human tendency...
the end....party...she found him busy with his phone...she immediately knew something is cooking up as usual some place else...but again as i said..hope makes people silly and funny..she walked up to him and asked what is it..tryin her best not to show him her concern and worry..he very casually said he was seeing someone else...
she went out and cried...cried whole night...cried till her already small eyes became even more smaller....and then she knew, rather she gathered the courage to accept the truth to go ahead...
his thoughts doesnt bother her anymore..not that she hates him...he is there but as a friend...a friend she knows who will be there always...she is used to all these by now..
again....she met someone..someone completely unexpected...he had all that she could ever hope for...or wait..is she getting into the magic world of convincing herself the "not-so-true" again??
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