Burn..Burn in the ashes of thy own desire..
Burn...as you are rotten beyond repair..
The irony called life has brought you to this end..
End...with the start you could never mend..

Chase...

Puzzles after puzzles after puzzles....falling in and out of whatever it is called..
i prefer not calling it love but some kind of attraction...happens today..vanishes tomorrow..then re-surfaces day after..and every time its a different character..
Is this some kind of mental state or just simple loneliness that has hit hard!!

The spark that starts off just goes off almost as fast as the fire crackers outside..strange..the mind and heart has never ill-coordinated like this before..and the weirdest part is none of them wins the game!!its the lone world that takes away all the glory!

The chase is what intrigues me!! once achieved it just falls apart..all of it!!

woooohhoo

no one..absolutely no one reads my blog!!!! :D :D :D
i can write whatever I want... yay yay yay....
and if i dont like what i have written...I shall stop reading my blog too!!!

:D

the story of time

Once upon a time there was a concept of mind created by human fools. The concept was basically decided on to demarcate era and was very lamely named 'TIME'! As time passed by the concept started gaining importance untill the time arrived when 'TIME' was the only deciding factor.
Eventually, it started controlling, step by step, body to mind, matter to spirit, and in no time 'TIME' turned out to decide for everything and everyone alive, dead or extinct.
The anarchism reached its height when unknowingly day in da out human fools started helping 'TIME' to rule themselves. The fools thought 'TIME' would help make their lives easier. Little did the fools know how this same 'TIME', 'TIME' who was being worshiped & followed throughout the universe, was eating away the human fools from within.
Way before they realized 'TIME' had made them empty, void...void of feelings, void of thoughts, void of all the unique qualities for which they were once called Human Beings. And thus came to existence human fools.
Fools who still believe in worshiping the destroyer of their mind and brain and yet feel proud about the voidness left within them!

After all of it...the fools still manage say... 'we love to kill time!' :D

smile!

Its only a matter of time that all of this happening around us is going to come to an end. The end shall be happy and bright, probably not as happy as we all want it to be..but happy enough to put a smile on our faces.
We may not be all rich with every materialistic pleasure available..but the last thought we all will have in our mind is: 'Wow...now that is called a life'
We work all our lives just to feel this..to have a happy rather satisfying end.Surprisingly we never know when that inevitable end is arriving! So the only logical way of leading the life right before the end is to be satisfied with whatever, not to have the frustrating thought of 'Life Sucks!' when we see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Lets be happy about it all...and lets smile cause we never know which is gonna be the last mile that we walk!

Mind's Eye

There are things beyond our imagination
Things which changes lives & all notions
Mind, the fucking mind playing games
Games, played by grown ups calling names.
Feel like running someplace & live my life,
As I wanted to...human, I tell you, un-satisfied.

The life where I could travel
People & places,& stories to unravel
Life where I could sit by the sea
And watch the waves go by,
Salt water washing my feet,
Sand & gravel un-doing them yet again!!

The Question!!!!

Since eternity it has been a million dollar question..” what do women want?” today at this stage of my life I would for sure want to ask a similar question to men!!! “ what on earth do you want???”
It all started long time ago..when I first started dating during my school days..now school days being the era of learning, by the end of 10th standard I honestly felt I know all the questions possible regarding guys and their mind.. as time passed and I came across various types and category of men, the idea of unlearning everything I did during school time became more and more evident.
A serious relationship , with everything as perfect as my little mind could have imagined was brought to me in a package named swarnendu moitra, and as the package started to reveal itself, I was left with nothing but awe (initially) and then I started drawing a blank. The blank was filled up again and again, with a few questions answered by every guy that I came across however, as one door closed another door leading to another bunch of new questions arose in front of me.
No exactly..what is it that you want?? Just being friends? Or something more than friends? If something more than friends exactly how you think one should approach you? Flirting is supposed to be desperate, non-flirting is supposed to be dangerous for my own good. Hints??what kinda hints works on whom? Now the kinda hints I could throw on a guy 2 yrs back in Bangalore, is not enough, or rather is taken in a wrong way when I do it now!! If its only intellectual discussion that you want then why not initiate some?? I for one would love to do the same, keeping everything aside.. the types and categories of men in today’s world can be broadly classified under one and only one single group…”Confused” yes..you people are so fucked up in your head that even the very thought of simplifying certain things in your life scares you.. you like the complexities yet you want it to be under cover and crystal clear!!! It doesn’t really work that way darlings!!! You really got to take your brain out and clean it and then put it back.. probably once you are done clearing your own mess, we the ones from the other clan can try to get to the next level with the already little brain that we have. Or else the end of the world is not far!!!

Addiction

slowly yet steadily it gets into you, it starts off with only occasional sessions with friends..then once over the weekend and thus it just starts creeping into your life leading you to the inevitable..
no...none of the excuses you give yourself can justify the cause of your state and nothing on this planet can change the result, other than your own conscience!!
Conscience...what is it anyway??just that inner voice which is fading away as the day passes...the voice that seems like a devil at the hour of need..and then as a angel when you end up having no control of your own actions...

Sudden realization!!!

incidents of life...just goes without any mention in the pages of one's own biography... but then again i wish it was possible at all to save every moment one's life in the small lil transparent starry jar!!!

~sigh~ life is such a beautiful incident...

time passsssssssssssss

The random circles on windows media player…stoned to the core..what else could she have expected !!!
And yeah..to top it all…its ‘into the wild’ playing in the background!!!! :D after 8 months…michelle was taken aback….’actually been a long time now’…thinking…she smiled!!!

after ages...

And here again she is sitting in this house she had no clue existed even a few days bk…and never in her weirdest of imagination did she think its gonna turn out like a place with this kinda aura…its like michelle is back…like a dejavu…
It has been quite some michelle didn’t visit her…neither in her dreams…or hang on..i guess I am wrong..michelle did come a few weeks back..but just for a short while..n then real life nelson just chassed her away…that was another phase of her…
Today its another..its like being there…lived somewhere here…the most weird feeling of belonging!!!is it the red flooring..or the fan…or the piece of bare minimum furniture…whatever it is…it cant be called a happy feeling..its like that sweet nostalgia…the part of which has an after taste of bitter experience..but no matter how bitter it is..the initial shock of sweetness just brings either a faint smile or a drop of tear.