memoirs...

Life has reached a certain point…i at times wonder. Where did it all start from…

Just like any other girl of ma status i had started ma journey…some influence from here n there n I am here today…

Living all alone…initially it was not tat good…but I dont miss not being with someone anymore….

And I am glad about it….at least I don’t find maself crying without any reason..i have a lot of reason to laugh…which I have created maself…I dont know..rather dont wanna know whether these reasons r temporary or permanent…but I am happy n tats all matters to me….

Certain feelings just die away after a certain point of time in life…

It was just another day of ma life…the very morning gave me a hint that the day may not be as normal as I expected it to be…

Watching the view from ma 4 th floor appt is not tat bad at all….i somehow go back to ma childhood days….it was a beautiful place....with amazing people around me…I start walking down the memory lane…there i can see a gal…screaming at the top of her lungs trying to learn the spelling of “mango” and there was someone who continuously irritating her while she is studying…then suddenly I see that gal learning to climb a tree…a coconut tree….and when she looks upwards..she finds that somebody again ahead of her…”uff”….he always irritates her…he is always ahead of her…

its really getting humid here in Mumbai…..wiping ma sweat I try to go back to the past again..

That somebody went somewhere…mom said he has gone to a hostel…she was relieved…finally he is not gonna irritate her…she was alone…studying physics…and she missed that someone...

“who is tat somebody??” now that it has been ages…I think hard. How did that person look???who was he exactly???

..ufff..he is back again…this time he is sad….she kinda missed him when he was not at home..perhaps it happens…you land up missing even the most irritating person of ur life also…”he is not that bad after all….”she thinks to herself…

Getting late..need to go to office…

the car is standing in front of her house…has been 6 yrs…they are here to take him away forever….she is trying to keep him back..but they wont listen..they have to take him away forever….

A shiver runs down ma spine…I was kinda stuck to that “someone” I know him really well…I have spent quite some time wit him..i am feeling restless..there was not much of work in office also…I call up my mom..very much unsure..should I ask her about that person…

He came to me tonight…he told me..he was my only friend I ever had…but he had to go…he was my dada…..