"versova" the very first word i uttered since morning.....got to get a rik...getting late for office...these are some of the thoughts which runs...ma granny would have scolded me..."subah subah bhagwan ka naam lo...." it has been d same for the past 7 months or so....."whats wrong wit ma earphone??" i think to maself....hmmm....ok now...FM 107.1....ma favorite.... random thoughts keeps on coming....i get inside d auto...music louder...."what did rahul actually mean by saying i have killed maself????" everybody does....each n every person i have known have killed their own selves....i have killed some one else too..... Al....the RJ sounds really good...i kinda start imagining how he looks...."ammu....u not gonna change eh..."i laughed...ooppss...the driver looks bk..... work....comes bk 2 ma mind....lots o stuff to do....schemes...politics.....mind games.....phew......but d weird part is i love ma work....or...wait for a sec....do i have any other option??? "what goes around comes around" i start singing loud....rahul wrote certain things about me which i never told him....i miss D at times....a lot...i don't miss rahul at all....but he knows me...i think....too many people in ma life...sometimes i feel...what m i doing wit ma life...ma manager...he reads ma mind...i hate him for tat...i don't like anyone reading ma mind...i do tat to others.....he says i don't have any aim...i dunno what m doing wit maself...he is right...but tats too much o right for me to take at times...i guess.... relationships has always been a pain for me....phew...i hate tis single add on reliance....whats gonna b d next song????......i think about certain people whom i would love 2 fall for...but........... no...m better tis way....perhaps i cant fall for anyone anymore....certain people i would also love to kick outta ma life...but d worst part is i cant b rude 2 them..... what d fuck can i ever do in ma life???? "bhaiya....aage cut se right lena..."
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